Thursday, January 6, 2011

119.53 Lbs.

I went to the doctor today to discuss irregular periods.
not gonna lie.

"Go ahead and step up on the scale for me."
120 POUNDS
120, 120, 120, 120, 120.

I looked down today.
knowing i wouldn't like the sight.
Belly everywhere.
I've been looking down in the shower, adjusting my posture until I can see my toes since I was six years old.

Ten years, 79.53 pounds later, same insecurity.

One, two, three, CRUNCH.
One, two, three, CRUNCH.

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