Do you ever feel like you just don't fit in?
Wherever you are... High School, work, within your family.
Maybe it's not a bad feeling... you don't necessarily feel lonely or anything. Just alone.
I feel alone. Hella alone.
Other than on the nights with Jai, and the conversations held with few, I hold this feeling of distance.
I feel far, far above-- miles above most. Honestly.
I walk around the halls, knowing that people love me, knowing I love very few of them, because I see through them. I feel as if I've learned things that most souls surrounding me have yet to learn. I dress, talk, think... differently. Less influenced. Perhaps more influenced, by more of the right things. I'm constantly influencing.
This feeling that I'm different, it excites me. If I'm doing it better now, I'll be doing it better forever. Always doing differently. Always never fitting in.
Love this. Love you. Alone but never lonely, we be.
ReplyDeleteI've always felt this way....i use to feel lonely over not fitting in but then I realized that not fitting isn't such a bad thing. I've avoided so much bs bc of that and I'm glad for that.
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