I was reading through my last post directly after I published it. It's about how worldly things influenced my thoughts and feelings on Christianity and how I don't know what I believe anymore. Within two minutes of posting it, I got a text from my mom that said:
"Thought for the day: (scripture found in Psalms) 'May the words of my mouth and the meditations of my heart be acceptable in Thy sight, oh Lord.'.... It says in the Bible that everything we say/do here on Earth is recorded in the book of records... and so, it is important that we are accountable for our words/thoughts!... xoxoxoxo I LOVE U!!"
I feel urged to finish A Higher Power: Part Two... to explain that I believe in something or someone... That I do understand that the things here on Earth that I see everyday are too intelligent to just happen. It must be driven from some higher power... but it seems that God is already inside my mind. My thoughts are already published, are they not?
I feel threatened.
Jeremiah 5:22 "Should you not fear me?" declares the Lord. "Should you not tremble in my presence?"
Psalms 111:10 "The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom, and they who live by it grow in understanding."
haha, like God is threatening you? you're right to feel the power because He does know what's going on. and He was obviously reaching out to you. i find it amazing and humbling that He reaches out to little insignificant peons like us. all you have to do is open your heart to Him and you'll see Him reaching out constantly. it's amazing and comforting but yes, also scary sometimes.
ReplyDeleteyou might not believe in the God that others portray Him to be, but that's because humans are imperfect and have their own agendas. it's too bad, cause so many are pushed away because of bad experiences and stupid people.